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new blog.
i watched finding forrester yesterday, its hard to imagine that someone so strong hearted, loyal, intelligent, sensitive etc could exist, coming from a background as harsh as his. i want to d/l the song that played at the end, it is absolutely beautiful. but i couldnt see who the artiste of this version of the song was, cos the resolution of the soundtrack list at the end was so pathetic! TCS, buy better visual quality shows to screen pls! and anyway, i support their new movie premieres. thank you. pls make up for taking channel i's movies away from me.
when the phone rings next i better be there to answer it.
i went for my first driving theory lesson today, and of cos, i was late. by like 13 minutes. i mean, honestly, i was waiting for a cab after i'd changed to 36, cos i realised i'd just missed my connection bus 55, and i had 5 minutes left. but well, NO cabs came, and the second 55 came! so i obviously had to take the bus, it was a sign. plus i'd already taken a cab to TANAH MERAH (which is like 2 freaking bus stops away) cos i was super late in the morning, and i'd just missed a bus so that would have made me even later.. but thankfully mel daryl n saus are quite forgiving. so yes.
hello there, angel from my nightmare!
i'm working now, at american express. i think right now i'm just doing it to keep myself busy for a while, till i really figure out what i want. i expect i'll do this job for about a month, possibly longer. its good money i guess, but if i find something more exciting i'll go for it.
frankly i dont see the point of working an admin job for like 6 months etc. i mean, HI, isnt this six months about doing your thing, trying out the undiscovered, making mistakes, just, living the life. tell me if i'm living in some warped dream. but i think this might work out, once i get the cash to fund my adrenaline inducing projects, life might actually become more of an adventure at this point in time.
i dont get why my mom thinks that i should stick w the job, and like pull through and complete the 3 months. firstly its not like i want to quit, i'm perfectly happy working it for 1 month. but..3 months? i mean, i understand that i have to learn that some things arent gonna be exciting all the way, and that routine is an inevitable part of your life, but.. i just cannot possibly conceive what it will be like if today i commit myself to the insane possibility of working an admin job for a whole 3 months. its a very large commitment, i dont think i can do it.
maybe that's a whole new issue, my problem about commitment.
anyway, i'm only 18. money isnt everything to me. its more about, doing something i want, but actually being able to provide it myself, and not have to feel so conscious about how much money its going to cost my parents. at this point in time, i dont want to find a job to be rich and earn lots of money. what's the point? if i earn 1000 plus from this job in one month, and that's enough to provide for another month or two months of living the life i believe i want for now, then, so be it. why work your ass off for something you dont need at this point in time?
call me young, stupid, ungrateful. but. seriously. if i earn money to pay for..cable tv for the house, a new zealand backpacking trip, and that's my aim, then just fulfilling it is enough. isnt it? do i need backup cash at this point of time?
anyway. i think i've had enough of blogging here. its time i start something else, a bit more personal, then maybe, just maybe i'll be more true to myself.
this used to serve me well..but it's been dying out. dont feel urges to update much. and besides, born_geniuse just doesnt fit anymore. its more of what i'd prefer to refer to as, childish egoistic humour. damn, but its hard to change my born_geniuse email add too. that'll just have to stick w me for a while longer i guess. oh well.
farewell.
:D
to a great upcoming few months. let's go baby.
finished basic theory lessons. that's 400 minutes of compulsory lessons done with. in two afternoons. i guess it was quite useful, makes picturing driving scenarios very plausible. i didnt cycle to ubi in the end, woke up too late, so dad sent me. and then i took 3 buses back. insane? but i didnt mind. cos i had a book to read. where love goes, a book i picked out at the national lib book sale yest. some parts are a bit gahh-love-gahh but its sweet on the whole. and interesting. a bit slow moving. but i'm only halfway thru.
met dhruv n valerie (the rg prefect one) at the driving place. who's lessons turned out to be not so boring after all, i mean, the guy had powerpoint man! aha. and he tried to crack jokes. and he didnt say anything about me being late, so i decided he's a nice fellar. of cos i was unprepared, had to borrow a pen from the nexttome guy. oh well. interesting experience. i think i'm gonna cycle to ubi from now onwards tho, cos i mean seriously, it'll probably take me the same time to get home, cos i have to bus transfer to mrt transfer to bus, unless i take 3 buses instead. and since i'm paying adult fare, i'd rather lose calories than money!!
okay msn list is much shorter now that guys are in ns. less reason to come online when i'm bored. oh well.
umich left to do! :) but at least it's not like due tmr. tho i should do it ASAP.
kk. rawRR.. :)
all the guys are enlisting, quite exciting for them i must say,and they still have a definite path to follow, for another two years. will miss having them around, and online etc.
boy time flies. jan 6th. i've filled up the online registration form for relief teaching, hope to be called up soon. :) hopefully. it's the only job that i really really wouldnt hesitate to say yes i'll be there.
only have one more application to complete, umich. and then all will be okay. and it wont be in my hands anymore. i really want to go on a cruise with my family, shall check it out on the net and present the idea to them. the longest weekend that's coming up is hari raya haji. if i'm not wrong chinese new year's not a long weekend right? its just a break in the middle of the week. gotta check it out.
alrights all, take kare.